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| Monday, November 5th, 2007 | | 8:18 pm |
books
i need reading suggestions. i'll be sans cable for some time, and moving next door to a library. who's got ideas? | | Friday, September 28th, 2007 | | 2:27 am |
who didnt i steal this off of?
1. Do you have a tattoo? 2. How old are you? 3. Are you single or taken? 4. Fish? 5. Do you dream in color? 6. Ever seen a corpse? 7. Hipsters or Hillbillies? 8. How did we meet? 9. What's your philosophy on life and death? 10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be? 11. Do you trust the police? 12. Do you like musicals? 13. What is your fondest memory of me? 14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? 15. Would you cheat ? 16. What are you wearing? 17. Have you ever peed in a pool? 18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to? 19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? 20. Which do you prefer - short or long hair? 21. What's your favorite day of the week? 22. What's your favorite color? 23. If you could bring back anyone that has passed, who would it be? 24. Tell me one interesting/odd fact about you? 25. What was your first impression of me? 26. Have you ever done drugs? 27. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? | | Friday, September 21st, 2007 | | 1:04 pm |
stuff i learned this week
1. i'd go wierd as a lone tech in a one person lab. one night in, i was talking to the screens and twirling in chairs. 2. stuff i shouldnt have said to patients, but did...and worked out ok. ---*patient looks down as i put eye lead on, leading me to hit her in face* me- ok, that was all you! ----patient at stupid o'clock am- i just cant get comfortable with this mask. me- now that's a goal i would have given up on 3 hours ago. (she couldnt stop laughing for minutes) 3. while i do got issues, my resolve to NOT have the same issues as my family is strong enough to make my brain behaive 4. seeing the word "retard" in an ingrediants list of food is enough to make me snort water out my nose. 5. the 20 min of sleep i got today may....not.... have been enough good night | | Thursday, September 6th, 2007 | | 11:52 pm |
I'm trained/rant
i'm trained, as of this morning. i am a real tech, not just a pretend one. woooot! the best part of this is i now go in at 9pm! i will have five hours of time in the afternoon. i can resume things like daily showers, eating, communicating. i'll be able to remember things and i dont have classes anymore! now, as a newly minted opinionated tech, i have a few things to say about CPAP. now, most of you dont care, and this is not relivant unless you or someone you love has CPAP and hates the mask. if you dont want to read it, i'll understand. the link with the headding all in CAPITALS is the tiarra. it looks like a plastic mustashe. first, techs who pick only what seals well suck. despite the fact that sleep apnea can make you fat, destroy your heart, and kill you, CPAP has a 43% compliance rate. my father didn't like it, but now that he's most likely got congestive heart failure after 10yrs untreated apnea...he's getting off his ass. part of the reason people do this is the maskwear. the first link is to a Comfort Gel nasal mask. it fits over the nose and the extention goes on your forhead. which sucks. it's the first choice of almost all techs. if you get a study, it will start in this. forhead. http://www.talkaboutsleep.com/third_tier/equipmentfair_respironics_comfortgel.htmflaw? there's a fucking plastic thing in the middle of your field of vision. it straps..to your fucking head. does it work, and is not totaly miserable? yes. however, this could be a contributing factor as to why CPAP has a 43% compliance rate over all, and compliance is anyone who uses it 70% of the time. here, is the mojo. upside? cool name. also, it can be shaped to your face. would i wear it? no. the magnetic clips fly off big heads. however, this is what a full face one looks like http://www.cpapplus.com/CPAP_Masks/Full_Face_Masks/Mojo_FF/Mojo_FF.htmbetter plan? find a mouth guard to stick your teeth closed and you can avoid full face if one must use a full face, and it does happen because if mouth opens with CPAP, you can make someone WAY WAY WORSE by keeping them in nasal only. way way worse. this one is my favorite full face http://www.cpap.com/viewImage.php?PNum=2204&Image=NewHybridHeadgear.JPGTHIS ONE IS MY FAV. IT AMUSES ME AND I COULD USE IT IF I HAD TO. INSTEAD OF GONZO NOSE, IT LOOKS LIKE A PLASTIC MUSTASHE http://www.cpapxchange.com/cpap-masks-bipap-masks/snapp-nasal-pillow-cpap-mask-bipap.html?gclid=CMn_wZ63sI4CFSCTWAoduEfofgthis last is my new favorite. it seals well. it's a nasal pillow, not a mask, it has nothing in field of vision, and it can be put on/off with ONE hand. it's awsome. and it's possibly what i would get myself if i had to http://www.cpapplus.com/CPAP_Masks/Nasal_Pillow_Masks/Mirage_Swift/Mirage_Swift.htmlso that's my 2cents on something most people wont care about. it's my journal. i'll ramble if i want. | | Saturday, August 4th, 2007 | | 3:45 pm |
friday
was totaly awsome. that is all Current Mood: happy | | Monday, June 18th, 2007 | | 8:03 am |
KAMP DOVETAIL
hi folks, it's that time again. actualy it's that time pluss 3 minutes. kamp dovetail is once again here and it's time for me to get my ass out to the lake. i love you guys and i'll be back sometime saturday. if i'm awake, i'll post. everyone be good (ish) and still alive for when i get back, ok? Current Mood: good | | Saturday, May 5th, 2007 | | 9:57 am |
the morning after... here's soemthing wierd. saurkrout and brat's are apparently good drinking food. hence it being german, i guess. head is ow, but stomache is FINE. amazing. found out two things today.... they started slipping me doubles last night, then lied to tell me i had less drinks than i'd really had. then, to be nice, victor and nancy just showed up Pounded on the door and come in HI KARI, HOW"S THE HEAD?!?!?!
my friends maybe jackasses Current Mood: amused | | Friday, May 4th, 2007 | | 8:59 pm |
and then i was plastered
okay, tody was my last day at work. i, kari thomas, am no longer employed by mental health and revoery. that part is over. omg. ok, over in the sence i'm going back sunday to clear out my laptop. i aint dumb. why let folk learn shit. and that i'm going for breakfast monday cause my jackey and an old purse are in the tuke van. so vi took me out. kathy and vic and dale and nacny came. i am.....quite drunk. in fact, i'm more drunk than i can remmber. when i look up, the ceiling spinnns. i love them. that was awsome. i love everyone. i was sad today. hot flashes, hurty skin,a nxious sad. will be again. however, i xocme from a long line of happy lushes and genetics has won for now. wont repress. will deal. will cause i LOVE everyone. everyone is da bomb. miss amber sent me a card. she is teh wonderful. she is my buddy. i love so many folk it's just ok, so i'm drunk shut UP Current Mood: drunk | | Thursday, April 26th, 2007 | | 8:28 am |
weather report this crappyness wont stop till saturday, which means the pressure will be going back up that day.
which means, this is truely, and really, the week of doom. i've got factual confirmation now. good luck, folk. hunker down, hang in, and let the weeks end bring change. | | Saturday, February 17th, 2007 | | 8:31 am |
birthdays
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GOJIRO AND GOJIRA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: excited | | Friday, February 9th, 2007 | | 9:53 pm |
friday
okay,so my interview was today. i think i did pretty well. i didnt sell myself on anything i wasnt sure of, but...far as i can tell...they need people who can deal with pissed off poor people and who can type fast. in my expert estimation, this IS me. there's ups and down. do i want my own "veal fattening pen"? not really. am i going to be happy doing something that's not a direct benifit to others? nope. i dont want to be tied to a desk. i like my total and complete freedom, but i'm tired of not having energy left to have a life and not having any structure to my day. those people asked me if i was intimidated by the idea of a lot of paperwork. hah. please. am i intimidated by the idea of having paperwork time built INTO my day? not really. gee. scary, really. i still dont know. i dont like change, but i wonder if i would be better off finding a school to enroll in. hospitals dont have mold. i could work there. | | Tuesday, February 6th, 2007 | | 6:39 pm |
holy fucking hell.
i love snow, but this is a bit much. the following statment is to be read in the tone that accompanies "you threw a knife...at my head!" i spent the DAY in my CAR. there was some stationary time from about 3-4pm or so, but from the time it started snowing, i made 8 trips in my car. i almost got in three accidents. i'm proud of my damned car. i'm not proud of local drivers. was this silly? yes. would my boss have made me do all that? no. however, meds are meds. there's too many meds. three folk wont have night meds if we cant go tomarrow, but *shrug* i did what i could do. also, there's a good chance of being snowed in tomarrow. we only close for a level 3. i had no intention of having to go out in a level 3 w/o my license. that would be just great. now, i can officaly not MOVE tomarrow if we cancell, and can justify WALKING to the main building, doing paperwork, and turning around. if it's a level 3, i'm NOT MOVING. i'm going to lay around and watch tv and sleep. hell yeah! i hope yall have gotten home ok. i dont want any of you local folk dying, or i'll kick your asses. Current Mood: exhausted | | 1:44 am |
help
okay, so many of my entries are locked. however, some arent and some personal ones from long ago arent at all. i'd like to have everything friends only. is there some way to DO that w/o going back and changing every entry by hand? | | Friday, February 2nd, 2007 | | 5:57 pm |
Current Mood: amused | | 8:45 am |
so tired
there's huge bags under my eyes. my nose is running. my joints ache. my hip is throbbing. ladies and gentlmen, i've been resisting sleep for over a week now. been too keys up with end of the month work stuff, too preoccupied, too distracted. well, dammit, i'm so fucking totaly, completely, tired and it's time for work. i'm an idiot and i'll be fucking asleep when i get home. SOMEONE CALL ME BEFORE HEROS! Current Mood: exhausted | | Sunday, January 28th, 2007 | | 6:29 pm |
hmmmm
i shouldnt be this pissed i cant use YIM Current Mood: cold | | Friday, January 26th, 2007 | | 8:24 am |
stolene from elementalamber
heh. that doesnt describe me at all!  | Friend Bear You are everyone's ideal friend because you are sincere and genuinely kind. Sometimes you worry about your friends' problems so much, you forget about your own responsibilities, which can get you into trouble. For you, it's the little things that really count. You also happen to be the main driver of the Cloud Car. No speeding! | | | | Monday, January 15th, 2007 | | 9:38 am |
sleep is a good thing
or so i've heard. my futon frame needs to find a new home in the trash. i am not totaly sure why i bought it in the first place. yes, it was about 100 dollars cheaper than a bed. however, i once had a futon when i was 12. do you know what i did with it? i took a knife and slit the fucker. sleep for me, last night, consisted of trying to sleep on my couch. waking up after 4 hrs too overheated from two sides of cushon. then move to futon then 10 min later wake up to bars causing pain then 20min later cat waaants in then 10 min later trying to unsquish mattress so it doesnt cause major pain finaly, 20 min after that, and i only sorta remember this, yanking my futon mattress off onto the floor. i woke up there..sorta deposited in the middle at 9 when alarm sounded. something has to change Current Mood: tired | | 12:39 am |
this song has been playing in my head for the past two hrs. it's from prince of egypt Song: Through Heaven's Eyes Lyrics A single thread in a tapestry though its color brightly shines can never see its purpose in the pattern of the grand design and the stone that sits up on the very top of the mountain's mighty face does it think that it's more important than the stones that forms the base So how can you see what your life is worth or where your value lies ohhhh, you can never see through the eyes of man you must look at your life look at your life through heaven's eyes lai-la-lai...through heaven's eyes(2X) A lake of gold in the desert sand is less than a cool fresh spring and to one lost sheep, a shepard boy is greater than the richest king should a man lose everything he owns has he truly lost his worth or is it the beginning of a new and brighter birth So how do you measure the worth of a man in wealth or strength or size in how much he gained or how much he gave the answer will come to ya to look at his life through heaven's eyes lai-la-lai...through heaven's eyes(2X) and that's why we share all we have with you though there's little to be found when all you've got is nothing there's lots to go around No life can escape being blown about by the winds of change and chance and though you never know all the steps you must learn to join the dance you must learn to join the dance lai-la-lai...through heaven's eyes(repeat until fade) Current Mood: anxious | | Monday, January 8th, 2007 | | 9:07 am |
My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 99% on Classicness |
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You scored higher than 99% on Team |
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You scored higher than 99% on Technology |
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You scored higher than 99% on Aggressiveness |
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